...The Love I Have For YouI picked up the phone and dialed your number, but you weren't thereI hung up without leaving you a message because I was too scaredI looked at the picture that was posted on your profileI saw it yesterday too, and the day before, it always makes me smileI'm always on the internet to see if you may come and say "hello"But you don't seem to find the time to, you must be a busy fellowA day passes by and still I wonderWhat it would be like with youAnother day goes by and I wonder moreWhat it would be like with youI wanted to tell you that I liked your attire at school yesterdayI suppose you were too busy talking with friends to even look my wayI can't help wanting you, when you're blatantly there in my sightsYou are everything I cannot be, you are my want, my need, my lifeI love you, can't you tell by the way I glance over at where you areMy eyes that plead for you, but you can't see me from afarA day passes by and still I wonderIf I could ever be with youAnother day goes
So Alone TonightThere was once a time whenYou would look in my eyesAnd tell me everything will be alrightThere was once a time whenI would look in your eyesAnd see the fire burning so brightThat time has gone and I guessI haven't moved onI still hug my pillow each nightDo you know what it's likeTrying to fight what's inside?Do you know what it's likeStaring out at the starless night all alone?There was once a time whenI would take a walk with youAnd you'd always be smilingThere was once a time whenYou would brush my tender cheekWhenever I started cryingThat time has gone and I guessI haven't moved onI just feel like I'm dyingDo you know what it's likeTrying to fight what's inside?Do you know what it's likeStaring out at the starless night?Do you know what it's likeNot having someone at your side?And do you know what it's likeWatching everyone that goes by all alone?I remember the timeWhen I looked in your eyesAnd the spark was goneI remember that timeI tried to ignite
All of MeYour ode is all I hear tonightIt's carried in the windThe ballad of a distant loveA symphonic story I confide in.The stars are what I see tonightThey hang their in the skyI only think of you with themUp in the stars, flying so high.The sun sinks in the seasand all I want you to know,Is that when dawn comes aroundI'll still be missing you so.A part of me loves you,A part of me loathes you,All of me holds you dear.A part of me knows you,Though a part has disowned you,All of me wants you here.Knowing you're not here to stayIt makes me feel so depravedAnd everytime I sing a songI hope the wind carries it away;I hope that in time it gets to youI hope that time is soonWhen it does I hope you knowIt's me who sings that doleful tune.The sun arises from the watersand all I want you to know,Is that when the dusk comes aroundI'll still be missing you so.A part of me loves you,A part of me loathes you,All of me holds you dear.A part of me knows you,Though a part h
VoicesCan't go to bed tonight because you're plaguing my mindI know you have me in sight as I'm all that you can findI know you're calling me I hear your whispers pierce wallsYour stare I can't seem to flee, I've never felt so smallAnd no one can hear me screaming...But I know you can hear me screaming...I know that you're thereI know that you're thereYou're the ghost that haunts my dreamsYou're the only one I can seeYou want to be my loverYou want to be my GodYou want to be my futureBut I want you goneI'm losing touch with reality because you ravage my sensesDue to your idiosyncrasies, and not thinking of the consequencesI know you see my every tear, my every smile and every lieMy constant living in fear... the way I just can't close my eyesAnd no one can hear me screaming...But I know you can hear me screaming...I know you're not retreatingI know that you're thereYou will always be thereYou're the ghost that haunts my dreamsYou're the only one I can seeYou want to
Misplaced MomentThe heavens are fleeting,And clouds like ships at warTeem into my troubled mind.A life in which its grace was lostIn a misplaced moment of bliss.There exists no pervasive meaningOf perfection that reigns true,We strove to define that very wordWhich tore us apart so swiftly;In that misplaced moment of bliss.Is there such thing as a second chance?Can perfection ever be achieved?Is there no second chance we have,To go back to the time we hadIn that misplaced moment of bliss?
You Chose Him Instead.Cut the curtainsBurn the propsThe actors have left stageBut I have notYou've ripped at meMy skins in shreadsEntangled my heartIn these puppet threadsBloodied and batteredBroken and illLeft alone in the darkWith tears to spillCovered in filthNo light shines throughI'm only accompaniedBy these thoughts of youMy soul's in ribbonsMy heart is dustYou've left me hereWith these thoughts of usHow could it beThat you feast uponMy very sanityAnd now you've goneHow could it beThis is what I dreadYou've left me by myselfAnd chose him instead.